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♥ Friday, August 26, 2011

I ♥ Hello Kitty

27 august 2011

HE STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I WANT FROM YOU.. :')

I say ler so many things..
but at last, he still don't get what i mean..
he only say sorry to me,,
but did he really mean it?
or he just say sorry only?

should i trust every of his word?
hmm..unfortunally, i can't..
every of his words doesn't mean all are true..
even though, he keep say sorry..
he can act nothing every happen in your life..
but me?
i can't,,the memories about him, always appears in my mind..

i told my self to give up and forget him..
i had tried my best don't sms and delete every of his things..
but all is useless,,

the smile in my face,everybody see it,
but the pain inside my heart who see it?
i never felt so much pain..
and yet i still love to the person who is causing it.. :')

he never know right?
HE NEVER KNOW THE PAIN INSIDE MY HEART :')

Been Here @ 6:34 PM

♥ Thursday, August 25, 2011

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CAN I STILL BE HAPPY LIKE LAST TIME ??

After reading his blog and saw what he post at Facebook,
i finally know that he really no feel towards me anymore..
HE told me that HE with that girl just "ai mei "
but before HE decided to "ai mei "with her,,
Does he ever think of me?
Does he know that i am waiting him?
maybe he didn't ..
he just want to get happiness from other girl...
maybe he would feel happy when with her,,but not with me.. :')

i can't give happiness to him..
the only thing i know is,,
everyday quarrel with him..
maybe that is who i really am? :')

I've always wanted him to be happy.
he need what i also will try my best to give him..
but did he appreciate everything that i ever did to him?

He ever told me that he appreciate everything..
but why can he still treated me like that?
he only just say a word,
that is no feel towards me again :')
AND I AM TOO LATE

Been Here @ 3:35 AM

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I ♥ Hello Kitty

25 august 2011

I thought i can no need write this kind of sad blog again..

But i AM WRONG...
On 13 august,2011 we had broken up..
Is it that's really what he want?
Will he ever regret of saying that word once again??

We had together for seven months..
can he suddenly say that he very tired and cant stand of my attitude?
is that a good excuse for broken up with me?
Am i really wrong?
i thought lovers will control each other,
and never blame each other?
but why could you say that you no mood "pak toh"?

And just because i dint hear your word,
than u just told me that,u slowly no feel to me.. :(
do u know got how hurt is it?
7 months,Do you really know what means 7months?
how can you just say no feel?
we together not 7 seconds or 7 minutes,
or 7 hours, or 7 days,
or 7 weeks..
maybe for you 7 months is nothing..
but me??

everyday i tried my best to tam you back,
so that you could become mine again.
now than realize everything is useless..
i am too late..
because you told me that you don't have the feel again..
i just one week no hear what you say,
then you just give up me,
and don't willing to give me another chance..
Only one week has past, than u told me you no feel again :')

Can i really life without him?
Can i really be happy without him?
Can i really still become my self?
Can i stop all of this moment?
My heart dropping moment when I see something that I never wanted to see &all I can do is cry.

When you broke my heart again I thought I would be able to handle it.

The truth it hurt worse then the first time,
because I believed you when you said you wouldn't do the same thing again.
But? You still did it.

I promised myself that this is what I wanted and I wasn't gonna cry...
so why am I sitting here in tears. Confused. Lifeless. And numb.

:')

Been Here @ 3:14 AM

♥ Wednesday, June 1, 2011

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01 june 2011

i finally realize that everything i did was wrong.. =(
sorry for blaming all things on you =(
i should not hate you without finding all the truth..
haih...i'm stupid..

SORRY GIRL =(
hope you can find YOUR own happiness <3

life is unfair..
sometimes we just need to find de truth then we can knows everything..

after reading your message,,
i keep think that i'm the 3rd party..haih.. =(
i really fan about this thing..

can i trust on him again?
i dont wish to become on of his toy..
or become one of his spare..
i dont want become 3rd party!! =(

can he read my blog?
can he know what i need?
he make me feel that i'm nothing in his world..

izit the reason he dont want put relation wif me because he dont wan many ppl knw he got gf kan?
haih....is that true??
i know that he dint tell all of his *girl de friend,
that he got gf....
hmm..

can i trust him again? =(

Been Here @ 5:00 AM

♥ Monday, May 9, 2011

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9 MAY 2011

♥ HOPE I CAN HAPPY FOREVER

Every Single Time iThink About Walking Away From You,

i Pray That You Will Come Running To Me,
Then i See My Self Walking Away&You Walking The Other Way,
So i Go Running Towards You. WHY?

Its So hard to breathe with0ut you

I might say I hates him,but inside I would die without him
They always say
if you love someone [ let them go ] but they never tell me what to do
when they [ don't come back ]
so what should i do?? ='(

" just because we dont sms much doesnt mean i dont think about youu
i'm just try to keep my distance because i know i cant understand youu . "

All i want is for one guy
to prove to me that
they're not all the same!!

I love him!!
I do!!
I dont know why~
I'll never know ~

Maybe Without ME I know u would still be complete..
without me u can still go on,
without me u can still live ur life,
but.. I
hope the time i was present made little different ='(

I fell in Love With The Person I Thouqht You Were, Not The Person You Turned Out To Be..

Ugh, I was the one asking for another chance&we both messed up alot of times,
we said that this time the past was the past,
I thought I had got over everything,
but I guess i just don't feel the same.
our relation still no differents..

When I saw you: My eyes said you were the one
When I kissed you: My lip said you had to be the one
When I loved you: My heart also said you were the one
And when you left me: My mind cant stop thinking of you

There's a reason that you're still in my heart.

Been Here @ 2:49 AM

♥ Monday, May 2, 2011

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2 may 2011

I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you.
That sooner or later I would come to believe it.
But I now realize that by lying, it makes me
want you even more.

If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too.

You're the reason behind my smile, you're the reason for my laughter,
and also for the reason for my happiness...
because you've showed me what love is but
I never thought you're also the reason for my tears
and for experiencing the greatest pain that could ever happen me...

I see your face I imagine your smile
A fading sound of you saying something I miss
what it would feel like to share another laugh with you
I miss you And it scares me that I might not find another you
I realise I don’t want another you

I want you I never knew I could feel so much pain,
and yet be so in love with the person causing it.

Should I smile because he's my boyfriend, or cry because that's all he is?

It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does.
Because I never really had you at all, I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you.

the only thing i wish you can do to me was,
i want you to change..
i dont want more..
i only need your care..
your cares really means lot for me =)

Been Here @ 3:46 AM

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I ♥ Hello Kitty

1 may 2011

CAN I FORGET AND FORGIVE YOU?? =(

One day you'll love me, the way I loved you.

One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you.

One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you.
One day you'll want me, but I maybe don't want you..
just hope that one day you'll tell me the truth ..

should i give him chance to change?
should i trust him again??
i finally found dao the proof that he got find the girl..
i know i should not check like that,,
but,,
if i dun check i will suffer alot..
i really feels hurt and sad when i know he got find her..

i feels wan to disappear in this world...=(

i hope that 1 day he can told me the truth...
please...=(

BY THE WAY..
I CHECK YOU,COZ I LOVE YOU..
I DONT WISH YOU LIE ME =(

Been Here @ 2:21 AM

9 MAY 2011

♥ HOPE I CAN HAPPY FOREVER

One day you'll love me, the way I loved you.

One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you.

One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you.One day you'll want me, but I maybe don't want you..just hope that one day you'll tell me the truth ..

One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you.
One day you'll want me, but I maybe don't want you..
just hope that one day you'll tell me the truth ..