sorry long time din't update my blog ler..
because i lazy to write luo...
hmm..tis few month a lot of thing happen on me..
most thing that happen on me is about me and my dear,,
maybe he still dun understand me,
sometimes when i say yes,doesn't mean my answer really yes..
the reason i do like this is,because i dun wan let him dissapointed
but?? he seems dunno my feels..
he keep say i xiao qi..
and tot i wan argue wif him because of a small thing..
haix..i never wan argue with him...
coz when i hear him say a word,my hear break till million pieces..
but did he know the feel??
i'm tired of it already,,
last nite,about 10pm we talk phone,,
i ask him why u din go play ball?
he say,dunno see first..
then in my mind already told me that tonite he sure go the bed,,
then i direct ask him,izit tonite u go the bed?
thn he ans: dunno orh,,see xian..
hmmm..i hate people say dunno,because when the people say dunno,last last their ans sure yes de,,
so if got anything just say luo,dun keep say dunno bar,,ish
i most nget sai not this man,,
i most angry de is,last time he told me that he wont go the bed again..
but yesterday?? he say his friend ask him to go..
hmm that means his friend more important then my promise lor..
haix..
he never say permission from me,then he promise his friend,,
like this better he never ask me he can go or not lor..
if u last minute ask i sure say yes de,coz i dun wan u dissapointed,
but?? do u know i hate to be the last people know what u going to do ka?
it feels that i'm not important..
when i wan out wif my friend that time i sure ask from ur permission then i promise my friend,.
but? u?? did u ask from me 1st??
i really tired of being the last person already,,=(
this is the most sadness part,,
when i keep ngam him,he say i wei ler a small thing wan argue wif u..
then he say i xiao qi,and never change,,
but does he knw when i din ngam u that means i dint care u even a single thing bar..
he never get what i mean =(
how i wan to change when he keep dint understand my feels?
maybe for him,i xiao qi is a bad thing,,
but for me,,i xiao qi because i care him,,
hmmm i really dunno wan how ler..
maybe the only thing i can do is,
just do the thing he ask me to do..
haix...
♥ Belinda Lee Jia Ling ♥.
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