16 april 2011

last nite he din send good nite message to me..
i dunno he busy what thing..
maybe i really not important to him liao..
or maybe i just think too much??

why i feel that after we two good back ler,he also seems more dun care me??
maybe he really forcing him self to accept me right??

he can everyday say" i love u" that word to me..
but?? izit he really say it from his heart?
or he just say like that coz dun wan me to sad??
haix...my mind really fan =(
break also fan,no break also fan @@
then i wan how orhhh???
shhiiiitttt!!!!
haix..i really cannot think what his mind was thinking...=(

the way he treat me is same like after we break..
i din feels any changes at all..=(
maybe he really din mean wan to accept me..
maybe all is just i too want liao??
I should not keep forcing him to accept me back..
haix..all my fault =(
HE always say want sleep lar,wan go eat lar and many excuse @@
i really hope that he never lie me..
haixx...i hate him lie me...
maybe he dunno the feels when his lover lie him orh!!
sien lor like this..not "trust lai trust qi"..
but not i dun wan trust man,is he make me dunno want how to believe liao =(

maybe he never think wan to accept me back..
maybe i force him too much liao!!!
haix............
the more i force,the more our feels to each other more less =(
I HATE THE WAY HE TREAT ME... T_______T

haix....=(
i really fan orrrhhhh!! and suffer!!!!!!!!

and i hate my gastric!!!
still not yet good backkkkkk!! haiiixxxx....
maybe gonna die soonn =(

I HATE MY LIFE!!
please!!! the only thing i need now is ur CARE!!!! =(