12 APRIL 2011

finally this day had came..
i never thought that his day will came dao jiang fast.
i wont forget this day in my life forever..
this thing happen on 12 april 2011 on 6pm.
my mind really blurr and very faaaannnnnn...


today,he finally say that word to me.
that is " we be friend bar,i think we be friend better'
maybe all is my fault..
i should not say that word to him.
my mistake,because i said
" izit u wan break? "
izit all is because of that word?
if yes,then i think is my problem.
sorry i never think that this word can make us break.

maybe after we break then you wont fan so many thing again,
maybe when couple with me was a mistake,
maybe i'm not your type of girl,
maybe i'm not prefect enough,
maybe i too control u liao.
i just feel that everything was my fault,
i should not control you too much.


i told my self that i wont eat.
i will drink milk as my dinner and everything.
no one can control me.
maybe like this then i will more hate my self and blame my self.
then maybe like this man man i will forgot everything.


i had cry for de whole day,
he wont know how i feel,how sad i'm,a nd how hurt i'm.
maybe i cry dao jiang long also no used.
because he wont know also.
i just feel that i die better.
without him,i had nothing in my life.

maybe is too late i say this thing.
i still got hope?
he ask me to wait him.
then i will wait,i just hope that when that day has come his mind already change.
please,i hope nothing can change.

now then i realised that nothing is forever.
even, our life,,
when the time has come,then that was the time we need to leave this world.

sorry for everthing,
the only thing that i can do for you is wish you all the best.
take care.....

thanks for taking care of me for this 3 months.
this 3months i really happy be with you.
It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy.

You have entered my heart... And You'll be here forever...

i love you forever till i'm dead <3