24 april 2011

Today i out with him =)
hmm..i tough today i will happy a lot but..
actually i'm not happy =( haix..

he seems change a lot already =(
he change into like we two not couple anymore...
haix..know why i say like that?
because he dint even wear i give him the watch and ring!!
this was not the 1st time he dint wear,
because tat day on wednesday he got come cp,then that time he also dun have wear both of the thing..haix...
izit he really give up me that why dont wan wear it? =(
Nevermind bar,if he really dont want to wear it,then ot's ok..
i wont force him to wear it.. hmmp

other reason why he change is,he dint even ask i keep sms with who..><
usually last time he will keep seemy handphone and ask me..
but today he dint..he dint even touch my phone..=(
maybe now he dont care i sms with who already..T___T
this make me feel that i'm really not important to him already =(
aikssss....i'm faannnn!!!

does he know why i keep ask him out?
i keep ask him out,because i wan know does he still love me?
and i want to know does i still important to him? =( hmmp
but,after today i out with him,,
i finally feels that he really dont love me and i'm not important already =(
because he just hold my hand a while,
then the way we sit at cinema really look like we two dont have couple,
and we two just friend..=( haizz...
i really want to know what wrong with him ><

today was the 1st time i walk day jiang far from him,
and we two not talk much while we walking.. do u know why??
because in my heart,i keep feel that he just treat me like his friend,,, not much!! JUST FRIEND NOT LOVER !! =(
maybe i think too much? should i just let it pass?

I THINK I CANT FOTGET IT!!

after he leave centre,i sms him and told him everything..
he ask me to call him..
but i dint,,, =(
coz my mind was really fan and sad T_______T

about,4.30pm i call him..
he say that he still love me,
he also say that he go cp is because of me..
and ask me dont luan luan think..
haiz...do u think i wish to luan luan think?
i told him that not i want to think is,suddenly think dao =(
the way he talk seems like nothing had happen on me..
maybe he know that i wont keep repeat this thing on him T__T


i wish i can forgot every thing that happen today..
the way he treat me really like friend only..
today we two out seems like we two dont have out =(
so feels that better we two dint out..
then i wont luan luan think again =( aiksss

Should i trust every of his word?

Or i just let this thing pass and dont think this thing again??

My mind keep luan luan think and every of the thing that we had done today =(