19 april 2011..

Each day pass dao very fast..
now then i realised 24 hours pass dao very fast..
it seems like 24 hours per day not enough for me.. =(


i already try my best to eat my breakfast,lunch and dinner..
and...
i already try my best to eat my medicine and drink more water..
unfortunally my gastric seems dint gone..
every morning,my stomach sure very pain..
and make dao me very hard to breath..
i really suffer a lot... =(
i dunno want to eat how many type of medicine then my stomach will good back..
maybe this is a curse from god right?
maybe i had done many wrong thing =(

i never told him that i got gastric,,
i dunno want how to tell him..
i tell him also no used,he only will say take care ><
hmmmm..so i decide din tell him how suffer i'm..
i just let him treat me like that..
because i dunno want say what to him,so that he can change for me..


yesterday he din reply me..i dunno why,,
dun tell me that me train ball dao never see his hp??
maybe reply my message very hard for him =(
i really dunno want how to ngam him liao..the more i ngam,the more he wont change..

today went to city mall with my baobei <3
actually is my baobei the lao fetch us go citymall de,
but suddenly she with her lao quarrel =(
pig the bar boy,,always wan quarrel with girl,, zha dao ><
they always dont want let girl win @@
noob mannnn!!! ><

we two go papa rich eat lunch <3
zoe order bread and i eat rice, ^^
we two share the food...
so happy can out with her today,,coz long time dint went yam cha with her jor ><

after ate,we two go pharmacy..
i go buy my gastric medicine =(
hmm...that people give me two different type of medicine @@
hope after i eat it,my gastric will ok sooonn,,because i really sufferrrrrr!!! T____T

beside that,we went to veda blue eat icecream <3
hmm..zoe feels unwell that time..kelian her..
then she kena his BF GG.com again =(

we already call many friends to fetch us go home at city mall..
but all also give excuse ==
zha dao..if dun wan fetch then say lorrr @@
we two make a decision liao,that is we never trust anyone again!!
never trust on ur friends ><

but finally zoe friend fetch us go home..
i go zoe house and chat with her..
we talk alot..thanks baobei..

hmmm..that time already 6.30pm something..
he still not yet find me..
when i call him that time,he say he ngam ngam wake up ?? @@
should i believe??
i hope he not lying ><

i really dunno how he can tahan din find me for the whole day??
maybe he really no feeling on me ler...
that why he can, not find me for the whole day @@
should i put hope on him?

about 7.15pm something i sms him,
but he only reply me once..
why?? can i know the reason why he din reply?
nevermind bar,i already guess dao that he wont reply me..
but nevermind,,he want reply or not,up to him,
because i also not important to him liao..

I wont find him, until he find me..

I want him to know the feeling when he care the people dint
find him =( hmmmph