2 may 2011
I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you.
That sooner or later I would come to believe it.
But I now realize that by lying, it makes me
want you even more.
If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too.
You're the reason behind my smile, you're the reason for my laughter,
and also for the reason for my happiness...
because you've showed me what love is but
I never thought you're also the reason for my tears
and for experiencing the greatest pain that could ever happen me...
I see your face I imagine your smile
A fading sound of you saying something I miss
what it would feel like to share another laugh with you
I miss you And it scares me that I might not find another you
I realise I don’t want another you
I want you I never knew I could feel so much pain,
and yet be so in love with the person causing it.
Should I smile because he's my boyfriend, or cry because that's all he is?
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does.
Because I never really had you at all, I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you.
the only thing i wish you can do to me was,
i want you to change..
i dont want more..
i only need your care..
your cares really means lot for me =)
♥ Belinda Lee Jia Ling ♥.
Hello ♥ Nice to meet you all :D 
