CAN I STILL BE HAPPY LIKE LAST TIME ??

After reading his blog and saw what he post at Facebook,
i finally know that he really no feel towards me anymore..
HE told me that HE with that girl just "ai mei "
but before HE decided to "ai mei "with her,,
Does he ever think of me?
Does he know that i am waiting him?
maybe he didn't ..
he just want to get happiness from other girl...
maybe he would feel happy when with her,,but not with me.. :')

i can't give happiness to him..
the only thing i know is,,
everyday quarrel with him..
maybe that is who i really am? :')

I've always wanted him to be happy.
he need what i also will try my best to give him..
but did he appreciate everything that i ever did to him?

He ever told me that he appreciate everything..
but why can he still treated me like that?
he only just say a word,
that is no feel towards me again :')
AND I AM TOO LATE